200 days

Our real estate agent said that some houses have been listed for over 200 days. Things are definitely selling, its just some houses don't sell quickly. I don't want to wait 200 days. So I don't know what to do. We live in a rural area. No it isn't far to the "big city". It's far enough though. Every time I drive to some meeting or event, I think about what it will be like when we live only a few minutes away intsead of 45. Every time I get back home I see the For Sale sign and it makes me sad. I have been BEGGING my husband to move for the last 2 years. He didn't want to. Now he does, and now we can't sell the house. (please don't tell me it's the market, it isn't, things as I said, are selling).

I am feeling depressed. I've been spending Shabbat by myself. I've been spending Shabbat by myself hoping that soon, very soon, we will live closer to the Jewish community and Jewish friends that we have made, and I won't be spending Shabbat all by myself. Only now, my hopes are diminishing. I can't keep living off hospitality and crashing at friend's houses. Soon we will have (G-d willing) a baby. My husband doesn't like not sleeping at home, and neither do I.

I am losing hope and faith and I don't know what to do.